{"id":310,"date":"2025-03-29T15:24:47","date_gmt":"2025-03-29T15:24:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/wickedsister.evit.com.au\/index.php\/2025\/03\/29\/angry\/"},"modified":"2025-03-29T15:24:47","modified_gmt":"2025-03-29T15:24:47","slug":"angry","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wickedsister.evit.com.au\/index.php\/2025\/03\/29\/angry\/","title":{"rendered":"Angry"},"content":{"rendered":"

Yvonne and the miserable, horrible, yucky, little good, very bad attitude<\/h3>\n
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Ah, it\u2019s Lent again. A time of repentance, reconciliation, reflection and renewal.<\/p>\n

It is the saddest time and the happiest time.<\/p>\n

It is a time of despair and a time of hope.<\/p>\n

Yet what I have been reflecting on this March is the Rolling Stones<\/strong> song, Angry.<\/strong> Particularly the line Mick crones that goes \u201cI\u2019m not angry with you,\u201d which is weird because yes Mick, I am angry. <\/p>\n

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Seems like there\u2019s a lot to be angry about lately. But that just doesn\u2019t coincide with this time or faith.<\/p>\n

What\u2019s a girl to do?<\/p>\n

I\u2019ve been thinking that since we are at the halfway point of Lent and I am human after all, it\u2019s ok to be a little angry at times.<\/p>\n

(Even Jesus himself had a hissy fit in the temple.)<\/p>\n

I just have to change my attitude and maybe that will work out better if I vent to you about the things that have got me furious lately. And yes, as multiple sclerosis<\/strong> lives with me on a daily basis, and this is an MS <\/strong>blog, some things are MS<\/strong> related.<\/p>\n

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Holes in my clothes<\/strong><\/p>\n

I\u2019m on a tight MS<\/strong> budget and take care of my things. So why do I keep getting tiny little holes in my clothes? I guess they are from moths and other fabric eating creatures, but I don\u2019t see any. And trust me, I\u2019ve checked. <\/p>\n

Research tells me that they don\u2019t like lavender and moth balls are always good and so I bought lavender moth balls, and I still wind up with holey clothes. Some of my favorite shirts are starting to look like Swiss cheese.<\/p>\n

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I wore one turtleneck anyway as it was so soft, and I loved the color. I wore it until looking at me you saw more of my pale, flabby belly than mulberry cotton and I was forced to chuck it. It makes me concerned about buying anything new and my house smells like flowers and bug resistant chemicals, just like my elderly Aunt Rosella\u2019s did in the 70\u2019s. That\u2019s just great.<\/p>\n

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Lume Commercials<\/strong><\/p>\n

Speaking of smells, those commercials for all over body deodorant for women really tick me off. Used to be that all we needed was one deodorant swipe under each arm and maybe a tiny bit of cologne and we were good to go. Now the media is telling women that we stink. What a way to empty our wallets and prey on our deepest insecurities.<\/p>\n

Notice they don\u2019t show commercials for all over body deodorant for men. You know why? Men don\u2019t care! I know, I have smelled some of them.<\/p>\n

Interesting shows on cable channels I don\u2019t have<\/strong><\/p>\n

I have Netflix and Prime, the latter mostly to get free shipping. <\/p>\n

(Rant within a vent- why does Prime charge for movies so old that if you wait a month or two, you\u2019ll probably get free on regular television anyway? Really makes no sense. But then again, there\u2019s the free shipping thing..) <\/p>\n

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But all the good shows I want to watch appear on something else. Well, you may say, just get the channels you are most excited about. But then the shows change their channel! I have done several 1-month free trials to binge a show I\u2019m curious about only to get stuck in password overload, confusing cancelation dates and additional seasons when promised there would only be one season.<\/p>\n

Thank goodness I enjoy reading!<\/p>\n

Exceptions to the rules<\/strong><\/p>\n

I try hard to follow the rules. Sometimes I bend over backwards (well, since I have MS<\/strong> it\u2019s more likely I\u2019m bending over sideways if I\u2019m bending at all,) to be a diligent rule follower. I have been known to stand in line again for even a basic follow up question or put extra postage on a mailing that MIGHT be less than half an ounce overweight. I take my medications EXACTLY as my doctor tells me too, I don\u2019t drive with my handicapped placard still hanging from the rearview mirror, and damn, I don\u2019t even use my placard unless it is an emergency or horrible weather or paid parking which happens to be free with a placard.<\/p>\n

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So when someone skates by carelessly disregarding rules right in front of me, I tend to get annoyed. Case in point- I had to take my mom in for an MRI and they didn\u2019t make her change into a johnny! And why not? They didn\u2019t want to stress her out too much.<\/p>\n

I always have to strip and tie and hold onto scrubs that are always too big or too unflattering or too scratchy. Not my mom!!<\/p>\n

They did make her remove her bra. At least that\u2019s something.<\/p>\n

Patient Portals<\/strong><\/p>\n

These are the worst. And often they don\u2019t even work. Every time I have to log in for a new appointment, I have to update my meds and they still remain wrong. The portal will find a new old RX I haven\u2019t used in ten years and decide to throw it in there or randomly take out something crucial, like an anti-anxiety RX which just causes me more anxiety.<\/p>\n

Plus, and I have complained about this before, they are too involved. (See the All in with Bears<\/strong> <\/a>blog.)<\/p>\n

Suffice to say that when you make one appt you will then have at least seven notifications following it, most before you even get to said appointment. There are text, email and phone call reminders, the log in online reminder in text and email, the \u2018are you here yet\u2019 text and the notification to check your portal to receive the visit completed notation. Woe to you if you have any testing done. AND, as if I wasn\u2019t mad enough, my neurologist is on a whole different portal!<\/p>\n

Infuriating!<\/p>\n

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AI<\/strong><\/p>\n

No, it is not better or easier. Now when I want to do something it takes forever to either get through the artificial intelligence system only to have it tell you you need to talk to a real person but not give you any idea how to do that or waste your time trying to navigate around it. And usually, AI knows nothing.<\/p>\n

It\u2019s insulting too. I have a friend who is super talented in everything and is so sweet she is always willing and able to help me with anything. She needed to write a bio for a newsletter and looked to me. Finally, I was able to do something for her and completed what to her was a horribly unwanted chore. Several months later she was having a problem and needed a complaint letter. She was angry herself and just started typing. The next thing she knew, AI took over and wrote a whole complete, perfectly effective letter for her, before I even knew the problem existed!\u00a0 If AI starts writing for her, especially angry stuff, how will I ever be able to help her with anything??<\/p>\n

Slimy carrots<\/strong><\/p>\n

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As I have previously described here, vegetables and I just don\u2019t like each other. Some are slightly less obnoxious than others and I know they are important. I try to sneak them into my diet when it\u2019s not too awful. I have been eating more salads and when I make them at home, I like to add pre-cut, pre-washed matchstick carrots to them as matchsticks don\u2019t really taste like carrots and they can be covered in salad dressing.\u00a0I just bought a bag, opened them, ate a few and they were wicked slimy!! The \u2018use by\u2019 date was good, and they looked fine but open the bag and they were even more disgusting than regular carrots.<\/p>\n

Other types of produce can turn slimy too. For the record, cookies properly purchased by the expiration date and stored as directed never get slimy.<\/p>\n

Division<\/strong><\/p>\n

I think the thing that has upset me most is the state of division in our country right now. It seems like the US is in a worse position than it was when the North and South were divided in 1860. We are disagreeing like the Hatfields versus the McCoys, the Montagues versus the Capulets, the Republicans versus the Democrats\u2026.oh, wait.<\/p>\n

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It is more frustrating than ever. How can one side see so clearly, and the other side be so blind? Of course, the blind side could make the same argument, not seeing that they are blind and that the other side are the ones who need the glasses. And then back again.<\/p>\n

It is terrifying and makes me ANGRY!<\/p>\n

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Ah, phew\u2026. Having all my rantings and ravings out on paper and giving them to you has made me feel so much better! Thank you. <\/p>\n

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I hope I have not made you angry too. If I have, sorry about that.<\/p>\n

As March winds down and the second half of Lent begins, I feel like there is hope on the horizon, hopefully. I plan on now turning to the reconciliation and renewal part of the Lenten season and focusing on the good news of Easter and Spring and bunnies and sunny days.<\/p>\n

If all those don\u2019t work, there\u2019s always happy dog and baby videos- those don\u2019t make me angry.<\/p>\n

Unless they are on a cable channel I don\u2019t already have a subscription for!!<\/p>\n

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Thank you to Feedspot <\/strong>for naming yvonnedesousa.com<\/strong> as one of the top 45 MS <\/strong>blogs!!!<\/p>\n

Check out the full list and some of my fellow bloggers here!<\/a><\/p>\n

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